Have you ever gotten back in touch with a chick you used to date? Today on my long ass drive home I was bored and gave this girl a call I dated four years ago when I used to live out here in AZ. It was crazy catching up and realizing nothing changes.
So she has a boyfriend now; but she kept bringing up everything we used to do (vanilla and not so vanilla) and was really excited to hear from me. We had fun while it lasted but ended up on a bad note. I was young and kind of a dick, which I still am in some instances. I guess the old cliche “time heals all wounds” is true in this case.
Now I know she wants to get together sometime (date me, see me) whatever, but now its kind of awkward since she has a boyfriend, not necessarily because I give a shit about him, but I feel bad. All of a sudden I have a fucking conscience. So what should I do? Act like I don't give a shit, or feel bad for her and him I guess. She thought everything was perfect, not thinking about me, because of one fucking phone call she has all these feelings and emotions rush back into her thoughts from four years ago. I feel bad because I just totally fucked up everything for them, which was not my intention at all. When I was younger it might have been my intention, I guess I'm old now um...mature...yeah that's it. Shit one little phone call and an hour later her life just got turned upside down...oops